September 14th

Well Folks,

Tell em all that you heard it here. Could the fact be that we are in a state of bardo????

wow

We have just closed down our cosmic journey of 16 billion years, all time, including a brief history of our ancient founding races, has been recorded and closed down, delivered, slap your hands together, we are done with the dirty work.

Time completed at this point in our journey, my Facebook Tarot card has been death for two days in a row. Message delivered, is processed and in past experience, responding activity always is akin to the song, Fool's Rush IN.

HOT news from this OHM,we are about to have a watershed. Remember Watergate? Make that expand exponentialy. God,
Prime Creator, wants to prove to humanity that it is real. Get ready for three days of darkness,
get ready for stupendous scientific proof to show up. It's like the AA understanding of a spiritual awakening of the educational variety.

xxzoey

9-7-2001

Today, I awoke to an archtype memory as the crone. A crone is a woman shaman who was willing to trade a year of her life for the truth of a situation. Her secret was that she knew she was eternal and basically didn't give a rat's petutt about how her body looked on the outside.

Wow, I wondered, are we bringing back the crone archtype? No, not the case. What is happening now is cellular memory awaking of our ancient selves. This will bring in new attributes of strength and wisdom to handle the reveals that are soon to hit.

What is the big news? Can you say lightship? Yes, how we got here was a technology of old travel. We were connected (and some of us are still) to an organic ship that navigated us through the cosmos and we created a body from within it to function on the surface of the place we were...as we did here on earth.

The ascended body is truly not going to happen within humanity for a long time, if ever. Those of us who starseeeded in lightships are moving into a morphed version of the old lightship and once this is complete, we will be operating from a brand new perspective.

Sounds radical to me and I confess to lightship connection for many years now. Unfortunately, I couldn't hold the concept until just recently. We all need help right? I just started a yahoo group today. Please join me at cosmickitchen@yahoogroups.com

hooray! Birth.....

I am pleased to announce the appearance of a new kundalini energy.

WHAT?

Well....... I ask you, why not? This is, after all, a cosmic ascension and everything is new.
Blessed Earth, you are made in the image of sexual union between two Worlds with the desire to be Creation in Being. Our Source has been longing for this for forever. Thank you, thank you, thank you, it's Xmas in July.

The saga of ancient lunar gods and goddesses over this last phase of eclipses , has emerged, energetically igniting the soot of pollution here on earth. The ultimate soot is the story of mass suffering that has taken place in the human form. These stories of us, filled with PASSION of all sorts, are electrically lining the outside of a universal kundalini container. Currently, this kundalini container looks like a big sock coming into our space here. It is filled with pre light or dark matter and dark energy...the organizing forces that are creating the gravity within our new time field. Gone are the days of moving through time in standing scalar wave fields, for their light has become inorganic to our body. They held the old light, infiltrated now by material from the matrix, the flashline sequences burning out like light bulbs in a movie marquee. We , humans and our planet, hold the higher frequency and light spectrum now and are assisting eachother in collective consciousness movement. We have a window operating here, a time vector, for anchoring this kundalini into the core, until the end of July.

This is our solution to not being consciously connected to our planet. Because Earth was seeded with the human, she did not evolve us as a natural expression of her development as a planet. She had her own journey to meet us in THIS space and time, so here we are now, getting ready for the contact and ignition…flash point….to consciousness of earth and human merge.

Sounds nice doesn’t it?

So why the new kundalini? When this universe was formed, the DNA was in the kundalini, with emotion in motion, the masculine energy form. The structure here was built on mathmatics ...codes basically. The Cosmic body, or the female, came in separately, simply as formless consciousness that conformed into shapes as it moved through celestial bodies. As dimensional spaces developed and the female body met the masculine codes, we began to develop holographically, fractaling ourselves as we got lower and lower into density. The holographic structure or soul blueprint was necessary to hold our higher consciousness in spaces that could not support us energetically.

So now, we live in a space time matrix built on our codes and we, as conscious beings are bound within the distortions here..we are multi dimensionally fractured into multiple places unable to collect all our aspects. Hence the need to drop the holographic structure and the need for kundalini energy (movement ) to have dark matter and dark energy to be the gravity that holds us in place.

My earth work has much emotion in it these days. Earth has many humans here with what I am calling "failure to thrive" symptoms...mostly what I mean by this is that aspects of ourselves holding our passion, stories and intelligence are still locked into multi dimensional spaces, unable to break through to anchor in the human. Nothing is lost, I am seeing the absorption of these aspects into the creational field. They are deposited into the electric light lining on the outside of the kundalini container, saved and recorded. However, my choice, as it always has been, progress the individual to their highest potential so they can take it with them. We are very close to no time left.

I am still doing session work..if you are interested you can reach me at zbolduc@yahoo.com

Blessings to all, xxzoey

All I want to feel.....

This upcoming eclipse …..”with the South Node, or tail of the dragon, representing something being released” is not going to be what I thought it would be.

In the past, earth energy work aligned with the astrology coming in and utilized it to directly affect the seven chakra’s of the body. In preparing for the shift of consciousness, the first connection must be to know we are the planet and the planet is our body. The celestial events took on a pattern of three for that process…bring in the new, anchor and release the old. We had plenty of time to rock and roll along over a month in each phase. But not in today’s time cycle. We are Mayan cycling… every 18 days. Today's communication is from Mother Earth directly and she is saying “I know you and I know your story”

Every eclipse so far, has pushed through the entire 3 phase pattern, plus the solstice, which opened more doorways for me than the last year put together. (for example……it feels the time lord position has flipped wide open, the past is observable in it’s pristine intention, fully utilizable to preform the task it was meant to do. )

What this next eclipse is bringing to us is the deities of lunar origin. Originally created in the constellation of Lyra, they are coming through in their pure form of gifts from the Mother, through the Pleiades. Seven sister energy will blast through here powered by issues of days gone past, issues of anger, bitterness, jealousy etc over sexual distortions present in our lives tran-muted, shifted so they will feel like the love of the original intention in creating the gifts. Those who follow a 12 step program can know this is a Step 9 time…the promises. It is 9th Dimensional identities of you….upgraded in the harmonics and color spectrum to a new Universe….today, Now.

Observable in our lives here will be recall scenarios/stories of personal deities in past incarnations. Our pleasure principle in regards to Cancer themes of hearth and home were developed in the archtypes of this time. Hindu gods in particular, but you can be sure there will be more to show, ascended master types.

My last lover and I would zone into our past lives together during sex and the stories were better than any fantasy. Somebody or something took the pure enjoyment of sexuality and threw incest into the mix.We want to recall the love of the past and do a reality check. Nothing more than that is required because we know what felt good and what didn’t. Conflict over sexuality is so NOT confusion of what feels good….it’s the intermingling of relationship memory…For family’s to incarnate together, they came back fucking the father, mother or brother in next life.

So, to tell the truth, I quit smoking today and my ability to be pissed off over this is plenty amplified. I have a new FWB relationship going with no past life connection of intimacy. It’s a clean plate that frankly feels a void present though the sex is right up there on the top of the chart.

Today, I will repose to the shaman within, be the honey , the bee and the flower, the lamb, the lover and the earth. Love is all I want to feel today.

Blessings to you all,

xxzoey

June 16th, 2011

For a few weeks now, codes have been back and on me like white on rice. This signals the release of our Ancients and a transfer of responsibility to us, for the final days of clearing. What was not possible in other cycles of time, due to the under development of our personal, spiritual technology, is no longer relevant. This begs the question to each of us individually, whom do you serve?

This is a very delicate question to ask and it has bothered me for a long time now. I am grateful that the time is here in NOW to ask it of all of you. I share my process with you in hopes that it is helpful.

Lately, life had been back to feeling like I was sitting in the trenches, so much boredom, with too much time to question the anxiety I was feeling. I had to examine this and it begged the questions of identity. Only soldiers sit in trenches and do I want that for myself? No, plain and simple, no. I am sick to death of being triggered into dark thoughts every time I see a distortion manifested upon this reality. Why does this even happen? Because I am holding the knowledge of what was and forgetting the promise of who I am.

I recently found the last embodied member of my gestalt of nine. Unbeknown to him, was that he was holding Atlantian memory for Lotus and Dragon lineages. I was challenged to examine my own reveals over the last 6 years and came to the conclusion that not another one of my family was going to feel the pain of this drama, in order to step into a position that was quickly dissolving anyway.

As all things good here are a projection onto the screen that is us, I searched for solution and resolution. Since the start of my journey in 2005, I have had to say "yes" to so much, in spite of my fear, ignorance and innocence. Then, I was reminded of an experience many years ago, that explained to me it is truly only God that says stop in this earthly place. I dug deep into my own divinity to connect to that God power in the word "stop". I was able gently release my family member from holding the Atlantian trauma, with out pain or injury to myself.

Shortly after, I began to experience the releasing of what I refer to as Mother Source energy. As it flowed through me, there was massive rage to behold, coupled with bitterness and resentment. In my role as an Ancient, holder of the cosmic body, yet not the origin of Mother, I did not claim any of this, and in a day or two the energy changed into sadness and a feeling of destitution, loneliness and failure. These, I could relate to, having been a mother in this lifetime with all of these feelings towards parenting my children. I knew that the trick was release and it happened in a new way.

Now that we are not so multi dimensional, having anchored much into ourselves what we are, and formless within our auric field, I saw that identities of myself were layered like faces made of cellophane over the entire skull. As I pushed them up off my head, I began to fill them with all thoughts associated with the negative and immature (spiritually) emotions and sent them away. My anxiety is leveling off, though life is still quite odd.

May 7, 2011

Hi there,

We have just had two major events here on the planet...the wedding in England and the assassination in Pakistan. Both these happenings stirred up the collective emotional body to a very high level and as we process this in our physical body, we are experiencing symptoms of gastro intestional distress. We are organic and nothing digests because we are expressing the preditory nature of our life here in the artificial machine.

Two winters ago, I woke to find the pattern of the United Nations symbol holographically represented around my head. I hesitated in calling it an energetic harness and now I know why. The symbol was a projection of a future process that is "current" now. The new creation space has entered our cosmic egg and is pouring into the center, pushing the old systems off to the sides. The leaves of the symbol represent what is "leaving".... we are experiencing separation of planetary male and female "baggage". Frankly, some of the baggage is consciousness that can't be rehabbed and the rest of it is remnants of holographic, dimensional structures.


I find it quite fascinating as the new creational operating system continues to assist me in shifting my ideas as "concept" and beliefs into release of fear over the unknown , the burden of holding hope of the ascension and builds trust in the intuitive abilities locking into our space here on the planet.

When we, as source, entered this cosmic egg, it looked like the human fertilization process......egg and sperm. It created stargate systems known as the Mother and Father arch. These stargate systems are being compressed to the sides of our universe. They are obsolete. Earth was selected as the place to settle but it was not yet habitable. We spread our body through out the Universe using these stargate pathways and began the development of citizenship in star systems. We became Beings of Light/consciousness as a process of evolution.

A friend of mine states it so well.....

"The sole, singular or total purpose of evolution was to allow

Existence or eternal awareness to create Life in order to enter

life and know itself as Life, not existence.

OR in other words, Life consciously aware of ITself

creating life joyfully and creating joyful life......................"

The breakdown of coherent light generated patterns of chaos that was

re- ordered more and more by creating artificial fields, artificial ordering systems.....................

We have come to the end of evolution......"

We no longer need or want a lightbody, it was only a process that is no longer necessary.

The Flavor of the Day

We have been living in this game of the matrix for a long, long time. The collective mind of our race believes that it is real and this has been the problem all along. I can tell you, the stronghold of thought is shifting over to those with the consciousness of awareness. This action is seeping into our daily moments and the result feels surreal.

Memories from my past, snipped into tiny pieces until not much but the sensation of it is left to remember, are tapping on the windows, knocking at the door. It makes for great clarity when faced with thoughts coming through the matrix. Mine, not mine, not mine, not mine, mine. I am safe, I am loved.